waiting..

I love my job! I am also waiting to find out if I have it next year or not. Why? I am a new teacher who is on a non continuing contract and they are cutting about 150 of us. I don't want to leave my job, I don't want to have to start applying again or even find a new school I want to stay at my current job. (Insert whining and temper tantrum!) I am not the most self-confident person but when it comes to teaching I have endless confidence. I have the test scores to prove it, I still enjoy waking up and going to class each day, and for those of you who have had jobs you hate you understand the importance of that statement. To make matters worse I just sat through two days of training and now want my job more than ever. We are implementing a new program next year that I get to teach and well it looks like a lot of work but also looks amazing! I find out June 4th if I will be a teacher again next year at my school, so wish me luck and pray for me.

On a much happier note, I am in Dallas today with my mother, cousin (MOH) to try on wedding dresses. My cousin is a bridal consultant at a fancy store here in Dallas and well she knows me pretty darn well so I will be spending the morning with her trying on dresses and of course she has to try on bridesmaid dresses for me. I am FINALLY starting to plan our wedding and while I am very excited about all this, I'm nervous as all get out. Like I said above I don't have the best self confidence and well spending a few hours looking at myself in the mirror is nerve wracking, but definitely going to be worth it.